The moment I start work, there are too many trivial, irritating things to deal with—I’m overwhelmed from the start. Even if I work myself to death, I still can’t finish them. People keep nagging nonstop; the more they催 me, the slower I get. More and more tasks pile up, and it’s just too hard. Working here is really humiliating—it’s all internal self-destruction, exhausting, and tormenting. 🥺🥺🥺