I’m not sure why but I’m feeling immensely hopeful today…

I’m pretty private aside from spilling my guts to a few people I tend to trust but thought I’d share this:
The last 6-7 months have been very tough for me.
Burnt some friendships.
Burnt my health which lead to worse health.
Burnt my portfolio.
Went from port ATH at like $300kish between DEX and CEX holdings to basically 0 several times.
Then clawed my way back to 5 figs several times only to go to 0 again later on.
Not lost due to trading really tbh,
I’ve always had to take out profit to pay for irl bills and stuff.
And I have been drowning in bills to a point I’ve never experienced previously in my life.
It just became overbearing and I sank.
Borderline playing homeless at times and many times skipping meals for days to make sure my phone didn’t get cut off.
Yeah, pathetic, I know, but it’s been bad what can I say…
I haven’t actually had a red month trading wise ever I think even if some months have been smaller Ws and others have been 5 fig+ months.
But anyway, I looked at this screenshot of when my DEX holdings were near ATH and thought to myself: this isn’t even a lot of money.
What the hell am I crying about!!
So as I sit here with my final 0.5 Solana I just realized that moping won’t fix it.
Wishing I had more to kickstart myself again won’t fix it.
No one is coming to save you or me bros…
Gotta save yourselves.
It’s a hard lesson to learn that even friends disappear when times are tough.
But it’s the way things are and who can really blame them?
We’re all here for one reason and it’s not to save each other, it’s to save ourselves.
But all this aside, like I said, I am truly feeling very hopeful today.
You know why?
Because hope and determination is the only way to claw myself back yet again and stay there.
This time stay there.
So here’s to the great buka reset!
New pastures new times new hope.
Gonna just have to lock in and do it again but do it way bigger than before 🙌
Legs 🦵 go 🤷‍♂️