Being in this investment space has made me a very emotionless person not only in the markets when prices go up or down, but also in real life around family and friends. I feel like I’m missing that spark of joy because you start seeing things differently once you’ve been through investing compared to others who haven’t ridden this emotional rollercoaster.

Up until today, apparently, I just found out that the girl I was with for several years has been talking to some other dude, and I kind of feel the same type of emotional disappointment I felt when I first started trading and investing, when the market went in the complete opposite direction of the position I had taken.
So I don’t know if it feels good that I still have some emotions left in me, or if I should feel bad that those emotions are negative and come from expectations being broken.
That’s pretty much it, I just wanted to cry about it and act like a victim for people to feel sorry for me, but who the fuck cares, right? Life goes on.
One important thing I want to mention is that I’ll be out of the country for 10 days, from June 20th to June 30th, going to a friend’s wedding in Poland posting less market updates, and hopefully in the meantime I can clear my head and come back to a regular schedule afterward.
Much Love.