This contract stuff is really a love-hate relationship. Last week, I was playing event orders on a certain platform, using a Martingale strategy that held on for 6 rounds before barely breaking even. I thought I was in the clear. But today, I couldn’t help myself and transferred 2000 from somewhere else, and almost lost it all within half an hour.

You know, that’s my 6 days’ salary 😭. Looking back, I should’ve just honestly opened a 3x to 5x ETH contract. At least I could’ve played for a few more days, and my mindset wouldn’t be this shattered. That 80% profit sharing looks nice, but the actual odds are lower than some traditional betting platforms, and one misstep and the market kicks you out.

Forget it, I’m closing it, just treating this as tuition paid. To all the contract trading brothers and sisters out there—risk management is really important. Don’t be stubborn like me 😭.