Recently, I genuinely feel like there’s just too much information and it’s all too messy.

Messages keep coming one after another in the group chat. KOLs’ views flip back and forth, like everyone is shouting “Don’t miss out,” but in the end, the ones who rush in are often just themselves. I’m actually pretty afraid of this kind of atmosphere. Sometimes I clearly haven’t thought things through, and when I see everyone in the group saying “If you don’t enter now, it’ll be too late,” my hand just can’t help but click.

And lately, there’s been a lot of controversy around re-staking as well. Some people say it’s a “doll-in-a-doll” scheme, while others say it’s stacking buffs. To be honest, I didn’t fully understand either—but I do know this: if something I can’t figure out, I won’t rush into it. I’ll slow down first, and make sense of the parts I can understand clearly.

So now I’ve started recording every decision I make—not to share it with others, but so I can review it later: Why did I believe that message at the time? Who exactly said it? Does what they said actually make sense?

The point of recording isn’t to prove right or wrong; it’s to make sure next time I don’t keep paying with my own actions for someone else’s emotions.