I liquidated everything. Lately, I’ve been under a lot of pressure—I can’t sleep, not for whole stretches of the night. Looking at my wife, who is sound asleep, my guilt feels even heavier. A few days ago, my wife asked me, “I heard the stock market has been doing pretty well recently. The money we put in should have earned us quite a bit, right?” She even planned to take her parents and the kids on a trip during the summer vacation. Seeing her happy like that, I completely didn’t dare tell her the truth. Now that it’s come to this, the person I’ve let down the most is my family.