During summer vacation, I found an exploration summer camp for my child. Each week has a theme, and over three weeks, the three themes are connected into a project to cultivate the child's spirit of challenging conventions and exploration.

Meanwhile, I found a good place near the summer camp where I could space out and explore what I wanted to explore. In the evening, I would pick up my child and discuss together what everyone had gained during the day.
Each doing what they are interested in is much better than the chaos at home.
For the child, I don't want to engage in so-called education and indoctrination,
It's not because I'm lazy; I can be with them every day, but ultimately I must admit that even if I absorb new knowledge every day, my inherent established concepts will inevitably confine me within a framework, just as I may not be able to break through.
As a parent, the most important thing is not to try too hard to influence your child. Trying to influence or even control your child to achieve your own sense of accomplishment or fulfill some of your long-held wishes is a very irrational behavior.
First, you cannot control your own destiny, so don't try to control others'. Second, it is definitely a good thing for children to have an adventurous spirit. You can help them judge and offer reasonable advice.
Most of the time, parents' strange advice and suppression are the beginnings of disaster.