$LAB My mindset completely collapsed. What makes trading so exhausting is never the market—it’s the obsession with not admitting defeat.

On the night before the massive blow-up, I just froze in front of the screen, unable to send a single message for hours.

🔥🔥🔥

While others stay up late to gamble on the market, I stayed up late, hardening myself to hold the losses—stubbornly holding on until dawn.

🌃😶 A 15x BTC long position, with an unrealized loss of four thousand dollars;
A 50x SOL long position, and the account was down directly by twelve thousand dollars on paper.

Those two orders were nailed in my account. The screen was painfully red. The market didn’t need to say a word—it had already laid the outcome right in front of me: fighting to hold positions against the trend means you’re destined to be harvested.

🚫📉

When I opened the longs, I was certain the drop had already bottomed out. I just felt that buying the dip would steadily guarantee profits, completely ignoring the bearish trend.