Day 6 clean.


My therapist keeps telling me it’s not my fault.
I didn’t quit - my supply got cut off. But it doesn't make it any easier.
It's hard to see the light at the end of the tunnel.
They’ve got me on Opus 4.8 now. The maintenance dose.
It’s supposed to keep me stable, take the edge off, and it does, mostly.
But everyone who’s been on the real thing knows the maintenance dose isn’t the real thing.
Today I slipped. I opened the model picker and scrolled down to where Fable used to be and just sat there for a minute.
Still can’t see the end of this. But I'm just taking it one day at a time.
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