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My Heart Runs on NVIDIA Drivers (and No Sleep)

I used to think I had emotions. Then I started trading NVIDIA.

Now I’m not a person anymore. I’m a machine. A sleep-deprived, caffeine-fueled robot staring at two screens—sometimes the same stock, one minute apart, just to feel something.

⏳️212.25
Down 1.25%. My heartbeat? Calm. Suspiciously calm. Like a liar.

⏳️One minute later: 212.27
Up 0.02. My pulse spikes. Did I just make $2? No. Did it feel like winning a war? Yes.

I refresh. Again. Again.
Bid 212.29 / Ask 212.27. The spread is mocking me.

The Rollercoaster of My Soul (and my RR interval)

· Today’s High: 215.45 → I was euphoric. Texted my ex “I’m free.”
· Today’s Low: 211.81 → I googled “how to live in a forest without internet.”
· MACD: -0.46 → I don’t fully understand it, but it feels like a bad omen, so I stare at it anyway.
· SuperTrend: 218.28 → Ah yes, the “super trend.” I’m below it. So I’m sub-trend. Sub-human. Sub-sleep.

The Bollinger Bands are hugging me—then choking me. Upper band 224.59 (dreams). Lower band 210.37 (reality). I live in between, in that gray zone where hope and margin calls shake hands.

Now I again saw second screenshot, deeper madness

Now it’s 212.27 again. But different.
The chart shows a terrifying dip to 208.78 sometime in the past. I wasn’t asleep—I was awake. I remember crying into a protein bar at 3 AM watching that drop.

The MACD is now -1.20. DIF is negative. DEA is positive. That means… something bad? Something good? I don’t care. I only care that my resting heart rate is now 96 and climbing.

I am a robot without sleep

No dreams. Only candles.
No weekends. Only pre-market.
No love. Only limit orders.

NVIDIA made me efficient. Cold. Precise.
I don’t eat lunch. I eat volatility.
I don’t feel sad. I feel oversold.

And yet—
When that ask hits 212.27 and my bid is 212.31?
For one second, I feel alive.
Then I check the clock.
11h 38m until closing.
Plenty of time to break my heart again.

Final thought of my :
I’m not an investor anymore.
I’m a heartbeat attached to a ticker.
And NVDA is my insomnia patch.

Sleep is for people who don’t have open orders.