Unable to hold back, I finally got liquidated this time, turning thirty-one years of savings into nothingness, sleepless all night, filled with regret.

I am a complete failure in life, and I can never forgive myself for this serious mistake.
Greed brought me down and also destroyed me.
Even though I once earned enough wealth to change my life, I still lost.
I have no friends; besides stocks and cryptocurrencies, I have no other life, these were all I had, and now they are gone.
It took me many years to reach this height, but it was wiped out in one night.
At this point, the person I feel most sorry for is my family.