Woken up again by floating losses in the early morning, the moment my phone lit up I went to check whether the wallet had a signature failure… Turns out the signature was fine—the losses were the problem. When I had unrealized gains, my mind automatically acted as if nothing had happened; when I was floating in losses, it felt like RPC kept timing out—maybe it hadn’t been reset to zero, but my heartbeat spiked first. I couldn’t sleep and kept thinking, “Should I top up a bit?” “Should I cut it off?” In plain terms, this isn’t rational behavior—it's the system reporting an error.

Recently I’ve been seeing the whole social mining and fan token setup about “attention equals mining.” It sounds pretty mystical, but once it’s actually in practice, it just makes you watch the charts and notifications even more often, stealing your sleep like MEV… I don’t know whether I actually made money, but I can say the anxiety gets mined up first. Anyway, I’ve added myself a “cooling-off period”: until it’s time, I won’t look at the asset page—just to keep my mindset stable before running this chain.