I have been ashamed of my dick for many years.

I mean, when I was a kid getting circumcised,
the doctor was an intern, and there were five or six girl interns watching. His technique was very poor, and the anesthesia had to be administered twice before it was successful!
In the end, my dick became ugly, with messy stitches, pigmentation at the surgical scar, and many bumps on the frenulum.
This made me very insecure, and when I grew up, I would deliberately avoid letting my partner see it during sex, trying to keep the lights off.
Until one time, I met a girl who insisted on turning on the lights. I was very conflicted, afraid she would see.
In the end, my lust took over, and I compromised.
After she saw it, she didn't show any disdain for the ugliness, which made me very happy.
Later, she told me she wasn't scared after seeing it.
She imagined me as a beggar and herself as a princess, which actually made her very excited, giving her a strange sense of pleasure.
It's been years since we broke up, but I am very grateful to her. She helped me break through my mental barrier and made me realize that even if a man's penis is very ugly, there's no need to be sad.
Some people like beautiful ones, some like ugly ones. No matter how strange I am, people who are just as strange as me will like me.