I'm my number one fan and my number one enemy.

I am mean with myself.
I say I am not doing enough, I say I am giving excuses, I say I can do better.
At the same time I know what my mind and my body are able to do, and I am grateful for it.
I work a lot, I give everything, and honestly that is the worst part of it too.
The best decision I ever made was deciding to invest in me, and turning fuck-you mode on to all the judgement and all the side-eyes.
My whole life has been this.
As a kid I didn't like girls' games, I wanted to play football.
As a teenager I wanted to be hot, so I worked out every day.
As a student I wanted to be alone, so I could study.
And now as a creator I invest all of me in me, because I am the best partner, the best friend, the best network I can have.
I invest in myself and I punish myself at the same frequency.
It is not a beautiful game inside my mind, but I am proud to live it, and honoured to share it with you, my people and community 💗🙏🏻