Lately, social mining/points/identity stuff has been heating up again. In the group, everyone is urging check-ins every day and pushing for more interaction—when the badge dings, it’s like the sound of coffee getting greasy… But put simply, it’s pretty draining. I’ll do some tasks too, but I set alarms for myself: when the time’s up, I stop. Don’t empty out the whole night just for a profile frame. Recently, the unlocked calendar has been brought up again and again. And when the anxiety hits—like pressure that feels hard to shake—it's easier to get carried away thinking, “Do a bit more to feel secure.” Anyway, I’m not buying into that.

What I fear most isn’t losing money, it’s losing control—my hands don’t listen to my brain. Even when I’m tired, I keep forcing myself to grind, and in the end my positions get messed up too. Let it be like this today: I’d rather have fewer points and more sleep.