Honestly, any small gains I just pretend I didn't see, at most feeling a bit better; small losses are the kind of thing that even late at night I can think about turning around. Clearly I haven't lost enough to be out of hand, but my brain has already played out the regret for me. Loss aversion is so real: earning a dollar feels like finding it, losing a dollar feels like it was stolen.

Recently, cross-chain bridges have had issues again, and with oracles acting up, that "wait for confirmation" consensus makes me sleep even less... It's not that I'm afraid of falling, but that I worry about getting stuck in the process: wanting to run but afraid of false signals, wanting to hold but afraid of real accidents. A few days ago, I was really tempted to just quit and uninstall the trading app, thinking less watching means less pain, but my hands are still greedy, so I just turned off notifications in the end. Let's leave it at that for now, pretending I'm very rational.