Lately, I've been a bit obsessed with browsing on-chain transaction records... Clearly, it's the same swap each time, and I was pretty confident when I submitted it, but then someone "cut in line," and the slippage suddenly changed the outcome. To put it plainly, MEV and this kind of ordering game don't just affect the superficial sense of "fairness"; even small orders like mine can be stolen away, reducing certainty: you might think it's market volatility, but actually someone is just better at queuing.

I've now stopped using leverage, but the impulsiveness still lingers, especially when I see social mining and fan token schemes that promote "attention as mining," which makes me even more anxious: everyone is competing for attention ranking, on-chain it's about transaction ordering, and essentially it's all about who can cut in line better... Anyway, I need to be reminded: don’t mistake being passively taken advantage of as "making the wrong judgment," first reduce your position size, and don't get carried away trying to recover that loss. That's all for now.