Lost $119, I chose to stay out of the market and rest, opened 0.1 lots, the trading became distorted, these trades in the early morning really shouldn't have been opened, now it looks like pure betting on the rise, a gambler, ah, old self, there's not even a slight rebound trend, why buy then, old self, you deserve to lose, admit your failure, losses, exit the market, we can still survive, it will come back. Old self, you must survive, control your hands, don't open 0.1 lots anymore. Your principal isn't much, one wrong move in the direction, you simply can't withstand it, old self, promise me to survive. Survive.