I'll call you baby one more time. I've been calm for a long time, and I thought about it all night. I finally understand that letting go is the best choice. I should withdraw from your world. Loving you is real, and crying for you is also real. Starting today, I will no longer bother you. The only thing I can do is to fulfill you. I've thought about it for a long time and finally decided to let go of you and myself. Otherwise, I would always be anxious and repeat the same mistakes. I only know I don't want to lose you, but I forgot that without me, you would be happier. I love you more than anyone, but I am not as good as anyone. Sorry for disturbing you during this time. I know I should let go. Don't worry, I won't bother you anymore. My love for you is real, you don't need to doubt it. As long as you're well and happy, I will be very happy. I don't know who wrote this, I just copied it. Staying up late makes me very sleepy. If possible, buy me a cup of Starbucks, Luckin Coffee is fine too.