Every month I have to pay an exorbitant token bill 🧾

After thinking about it, I’ve come to peace with it. In the past, during exam season, I would take tutoring in physics and math, all from top teachers, and it was also very expensive.
If I see myself as a student for life,
then token fees are like my current tutoring classes,
they are also my leverage, my edge.
I have no interest in learning languages. I’ve been abroad for seven years,
my English still isn’t very good, but luckily Vibe Coding still interests me a bit,
I can play for an hour or so every day. I think interest is the best teacher, after all, it’s a hobby.
At least I won’t lose myself in the drunkenness of luxury and endless class anxiety,
and I can still have some idealistic spiritual pursuits.