Lately, the more I trade, the more I feel that the scariest thing at the end of the year isn't the drawdown, but going through the trading records... I now basically eat takeout while casually throwing CEX bills, wallet addresses, and DEX swap records into a folder by month. On-chain transactions involving a bunch of small amounts swapping back and forth—without leaving a hash—would drive me crazy. The group is also discussing stablecoin regulation, reserve audits, and various rumors about "de-pegging," and as soon as emotions rise, I want to make bold moves. Honestly, the more panicked I get, the more I need to leave traces. Otherwise, when it comes to reporting, all that's left is a line saying "I remember I was making a profit at the time." I'm tired but still hanging in there. First, I need to clean up the records.