Spot cannot be held, futures get liquidated, to put it simply, it's not that you don't understand candlestick charts, it's that you keep using "emotion" as your position. My straightforward version: the part you can sleep soundly about is your position, the part that keeps you awake is gambling. Don't go all-in on spot trading, save some bullets so you don't get scared by drawdowns and sell in a panic; futures are even simpler, don't think about turning things around, once leverage is on you're already gambling on your own luck, set your stop-loss clearly, or the market will write it for you—usually it looks pretty ugly. By the way, the NFT royalty wars are the same, everyone wants liquidity but doesn't want to be liquidity... Anyway, I’ll learn to be smarter, stay calm, and focus on surviving.