I’m increasingly feeling that things like grid/DCA aren’t for making more money—they’re for helping me sleep… Going all-in like that—no matter how airtight the logic is—when my phone buzzes, I reflexively want to check. It’s too torturous. To put it plainly, I’m slow to warm up—I can accept taking it step by step, but I can’t accept my heartbeat being tied to the price chart.

Recently, the airdrop season has also been pretty interesting. As task platforms keep getting stricter about anti-bot/anti-sybil measures, the points system has made the bonus-hunting crowd feel just as competitive as clocking in and checking attendance at work. I look at it and I feel exhausted just from watching other people deal with it. Anyway, I’d rather take a little less than be controlled every day by “I missed a task today.”

My biggest fear isn’t losing money. It’s the fact that even after I close the app, I’m still mentally replaying and going over it until dawn. For now, I’ll leave it like this—after I mint, I still want to keep pretending to be dead.