From now on, I will carve the character "I" on the first line of my schedule. Others' expectations, society's clock, those "should" and "must," all please step aside. My time, my energy, my emotions, all prioritize serving my own feelings. This is not indifference, but I finally understand: only by lighting my own lamp first can I have residual warmth to illuminate others. So, don't use "morality" to bind me anymore, and don't use "being sensible" to demand me. My selfishness is my most honest tenderness toward myself.