Last night, I kept staring at the small floating loss in my wallet, tossing and turning and unable to sleep. Clearly, during the day when I was floating profits, I could pretend to be very Zen... Honestly, what I was earning was a "maybe," and what I lost was an illusion of "it's already mine." When the numbers turn red, my brain starts writing horror stories: Did I do something stupid? Do I need to reset to zero? Or am I just going to cut at the bottom and watch it bounce back?

What's even more ridiculous is that during airdrop season, this points system also amplifies that feeling. Every day feels like clocking in at work and doing tasks. When the anti-witch rule changes, the "progress bar" from yesterday immediately turns into "you might have wasted your effort," and that sense of loss is more irritating than not making any profit. Anyway, I’ve learned one trick now: don’t look at my account before bed, or I’ll start using my sharp tongue to scold myself.