Last night, I checked my positions, and even though I was only slightly floating in loss, my mind automatically exaggerated it to the level of "Should I just blow it all up," and I was immediately driven away from sleep; conversely, when I had floating gains, I was more likely to say "Don't get too happy yet," and then nothing happened afterward. To put it simply, losses feel like debt collection, profits feel like pie-in-the-sky promises, and people are very unreasonable.

Recently, I’ve seen everyone complain about miners/validators’ income and MEV causing unfair ordering. I also get triggered by this feeling of “I didn’t do anything wrong but still suffer losses,” which makes it easier to see floating losses as being targeted by the system... Rationally, I know it’s not the same thing, but emotionally, I tend to get confused.

I turned off the price alerts, leaving only liquidation points and funding rate alerts, at least to prevent every fluctuation from knocking on the door. Anyway, I want to keep my sleep first, and deal with the accounts tomorrow.