I've accepted my fate, played for a few years, and lost my last bit of savings this year.

Now I have no job either; last year I decided to stop playing, but I still secretly played.
I always thought I was smart, looked down on my wife's honesty and simplicity, didn't dare to try, now I realize I'm the idiot.
I wish those who stay continue to fight against fate, play the game of human weakness, and all the savings of these two years—over 500,000 yuan—are gone.
I'm not playing anymore; I will work hard and save some money steadily.
Cherish life, stay away from contracts.
Now I only have a few yuan on me, can't even buy a cigarette.
I'm f*cking getting married next month; I’ve already lost all the bride price money.
What should I do?