My current job makes me have zero desire to share.

I’m in the server business, and deals worth tens of millions or even billions of yuan are pretty common. I used to think it was great money to be made—but in reality, it often just goes bad at the drop of a hat.
It’s all negative emotions, with no real value.
Everyone around me is a series of serial entrepreneurs, comforting each other— and the only feeling I have is that I’m still too inexperienced……