I often scoffed at traders that said trading was stressful.

even when I began accepting it, I never truly felt it.

I was a systematic mid curvoor going nowhere meaningful.

taking risk is stressful.

taking real risk is even more stressful.

this year has been defining that way.

no matter how ev is your decision making.

there's times you have to grab your balls and wish for the best.

but to grow somewhere impossible, one must be able to take on the impossible.

one must take the irresponsible route.

just remember that that road is tough and comes with long tails.

on both ends.