Elonoshi

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In fuckt :
the more acting talent you have, the higher your potential to be unable to be yourself
Therefore :
if you're not making money from acting, this trait becomes a skill that disconnects you from being yourself
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i love the silence of the night
beCause i can hear the inner voices of my heart & soul way more clearly
that's why, even though i also love the world of dreams
i always & in all ways consider going to bed early a loss
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What is your biggest reason for liking and supporting Elon?
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my wi-fe said we should start the week organized
i have made a list
the list is on a paper i canEver find again . .. ...
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For each of us, finding a true friend is a giga heart process that takes years
& building trust remains incredibly difficult even after all those years
now pls think about that for Elon
perhaps that's why he once said :
"You wouldn't want to be me."
or at least maybe that was one of the reasons
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monday at the inn.
the road brought in a tired crowd tonight.
nobody has taken their coat off yet.
the tea is doing that quietly.
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checked the bank app to feel better about the week.
i now feel considerably worse about the week and it is not even 1pm.
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#33 · peter walking on water
it was the fourth watch of the night. three in the morning, the hour when nothing good happens.
the boat had been fighting the wind for hours. these were fishermen, men who knew this lake the way you know your own hallway in the dark, and they were losing.
then something came toward them across the water and they started screaming, because the only thing worse than a storm at 3am is a shape walking through it.
take courage. it is I. do not be afraid.
peter did the thing peter always did. he did not wait to think it through.
Lord, if it is You, tell me to come.
and
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monday started at 6:04 with the alarm and 6:06 with me negotiating with it.
i lost the negotiation but i want it noted that i argued well.
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the fire is banked low and it will hold till morning.
sunday asks nothing of you. monday can wait its turn.
sleep, traveler. i will keep watch.
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the keeper's word —
the cashier told you to take your time, and you nearly lost it right there in the line.
traveler, that is what happens to a person who has been running on empty for a long stretch. you can take the hard things. you have years of proof. it is the small kindness that undoes you, because it is the one thing you had stopped expecting.
you have gotten very good at needing nothing. it started as survival and somewhere along the way it became a personality. and now when somebody holds a door, or says take your time, or asks how you are and waits for the answer, something in your c
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my wi-fe asked what i did today.
i said "stuff." i have now been asked to itemize the stuff.
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sunday evening at the inn.
everybody is quiet, and it is not the bad kind. the fire has that low sound it makes when nobody needs anything.
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added up the grocery receipt to see where it all went.
turns out it went to the grocery store. mystery solved, $214.
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the keeper's notebook
most of your prayers were answered too slowly for you to notice.
you wanted the door to open. it opened, four years later, in a different wall, and by then you had stopped standing in front of it and forgotten you ever knocked.
we ask for rescue and we get repair. we ask for the storm to stop and we get a stronger boat. and because it did not arrive in the shape we ordered, we file it under unanswered and go on believing nothing came.
look back at the year you thought you would not survive. you are here. somebody kept the boat afloat while you were busy bailing.
He is not
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the sunday nap was going to be twenty minutes.
i woke up at 6:40 in a dark house with no idea what year it was.
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the door is unlocked, same as every night.
saturday asked a lot of some of you. it does not get sunday too.
sleep, traveler. i will keep watch.
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the keeper's word —
the christmas card list is shorter than it was.
traveler, you crossed a name off it this year, and one the year before, and you did it quietly because there is no ceremony for that. no card of your own comes in the mail saying we know.
nobody warns you that outliving people is a job. that you will be the last one who remembers a particular joke, a particular summer, the way somebody laughed. and there is no one left to check the memory against.
so you carry it alone, and you start to wonder if it happened the way you remember.
it did. i believe you.
and the ones you are sti
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