Grinding through the airdrop ticket and points-grind has me getting goosebumps. The anti-witch measures feel like clocking in at work, and then—turning around—I go open contracts again… I can’t hold spot; the contracts blow me out and liquidate me. After reviewing today, I found that position management is basically just one sentence: **Treat the money you open each trade with like it’s being thrown away into the water, and you won’t be afraid.** But the problem is, I want to throw it away and still win it back. Damn.