Hey, I just finished staring at the charts. I originally wanted to sleep early, but I still couldn’t resist calculating it. When the figure jumps while I’m in unrealized loss, my heart just drops—like someone taps your nerves with a small hammer. But when I’m in unrealized profit, it actually feels like, “It’s not enough, wait a bit longer,” and then you watch it shrink back in front of your eyes, regretting not running. It’s really losing money that keeps you up more than making money—maybe because even on the books you’re short by $1, but in your mind it becomes an extra stone. That can be converted into several cups of milk tea you could’ve had.

People in the group keep circulating news about stablecoins de-pegging. Honestly, every time I see these screenshots, I can’t help but click into the reserve audit report, then quickly close it—afraid I’ll scare myself. My roommate said I should just submerge my phone in Buddhist scriptures to calm down. She doesn’t get it—this isn’t just chart-watching. It’s your greed and fear getting tugged back and forth over and over.