I got into contracts starting from November 26th last year.

By yesterday, everything blew up and was wiped out. In total, including other platforms, I lost 170k.
I’m 26 this year. My monthly salary is 5500, and it’s only 812🔪.
Not only did I lose all my savings, I’m also in debt by more than 100,000.
After setting aside work and expenses, I don’t even know how long it will take to pay it all back.
I originally thought, forget it—never play again. I might really just not be suited for this.
Because I basically never won, and it all feels totally insane to me.
Other people’s storylines are all dramatic—big rises and big falls—so why is mine just one long fall… fall… fall…
Only losing money and topping up money keeps me company. When I add it all up, I’m roughly losing more than 20k per month on average.
After losing everything yesterday, I uninstalled the app. I didn’t stay up late—I went to bed early.
Sure enough, after a liquidation, only then does the sleep feel sweet. Today too, I’ve been dazed and out of it all day.
I feel like I’m ruined for life—does “turning things around” ever come for someone like me?
Maybe not getting involved in the crypto world is what an ordinary person like me should do.
Earn money honestly and steadily, and pay off the debt before I turn thirty.
But I can’t accept it. Even setbacks this big haven’t crushed me.
I still have the ambition of youth. I’m not convinced.
A young person once promised to reach for the clouds—to strive to be the very best in the world.
Settle my heart, curb arrogance and impatience—I think I’ve found a way.
For now, I won’t deposit any more. In my current state, even if you gave me 100 million, I could still lose it all.
Over the next two months, I will focus entirely on demo trading.
I’ll achieve 800x my principal. After I do that, I’ll restart from $1000.
Wish me luck, my friend.
Only the crypto world can let ordinary people (the bottom-tier)
pull off a comeback in life.
Keep going 👏