I have some inexplicable physiological reactions!

Everyone take a look,
Isn't it too bizarre?

1.​When my child was breastfeeding, I would feel particularly sad.

2. When I wake up from a nap and it's dark, I feel lonely, sad, and even scared.

​3. When walking on tiled ground, I must strictly control not stepping on the seams, and my left and right feet must take steps of equal length.

​4. Before going to sleep, whether I feel the urge to pee or not, I must go to the bathroom, otherwise I don't feel good.

​5. On workdays, if my husband doesn't call me, I can't wake up; on Saturdays and Sundays, I can get up early.

​6. When standing by the water or on the edge of a tall building, I always have an urge to jump down.

​7. When going up and down stairs, I must balance my left and right feet. For every time my left foot lifts, my right foot must lift the same number of times. If the number of steps is odd, I bend the knee of the side that took fewer steps once more.

​8. I especially like to feel embarrassed for others.

​9. Whenever I hear that acquaintances get promoted or get a raise, I'm envious as hell; for strangers, I don't care.

​10. I don't smoke, but I like the smell of cigarette smoke; I get carsick (icon), but I like the smell of gasoline; I like the smell of firecrackers and the smell of new books.

I don't understand why I'm like this. Am I the only one with these bizarre reactions? $BTC