2017.

I started a trading circle with assets worth tens of millions.
Back then, I thought I was the chosen one.
Thought the market’s money was endless.
Less than two years later.
I blew up my account.
Owed more than 3 million.
From assets worth tens of millions to being broke.
What did I go through during those years?
Debt collection.
Mockery.
Cold indifference.
Even my girlfriend of 7 years turned around and married someone else.
One night.
I really thought about ending it all.
But fate didn’t even give me a chance to die.
Later, I realized one thing:
As long as you’re alive.
You have to fight for a breath.
I went to Macau.
Becoming a number placer,
Studying during the day,
Making money at night,
Paying off debts at the same time.
While researching.
Because I was never convinced.
I achieved results in the payments industry.
Why could others succeed?
And I couldn’t?
In 2021.
The pandemic hit.
Macau shut down.
I was completely out of options.
Started professional trading.
Initially, I lost again.
Paid the tuition fee again.
Repeatedly educated by the market.
In 2023.
My account only had $38k.
I moved my computer into the study.
Sleeping in the study.
Eating in the study.
Waking up to analyze the market.
Reviewing the market before bed.
Turning around the market 24 hours a day.
From $38k.
All the way to today’s A8 position.
Many people only see today.
But they don’t know what I’ve been through all these years.
Even more ironic.
The money was earned back.
But my health lit up a red flag.
Fatty liver.
Abnormal blood lipids.
Prostate calcification.
Cervical degeneration.
Lung nodules.
Weighing 96 kilograms.
My medical report is full of problems.
It turns out the market didn’t kill me.
Late nights and obsession almost did.
So today, I increasingly believe in one thing:
A true strong person.
Is not someone who has never lost.
But someone who, after losing everything,
Can still grit their teeth and stand up again.
Respect to the 2019 me with 38k debt.
And respect to everyone fighting through the lows.
The darkness you’re experiencing now.
Might be the most valuable page in your future story. 🔥