What does it feel like to make 1 million US dollars?

I'll tell you, when I made my first 1 million US dollars, I was already 28 years old.
Besides a few minutes of pure joy, staying excited all night and not sleeping, every day after that, when I think of 1 million dollars, I feel a faint happiness, and nothing more special.
No sports cars, no crazy spending, no chasing women, no reckless buying of alcohol.
If I were 18 and made 1 million US dollars, I would definitely spend money carelessly and indulge in a big splurge.
But I earned it late, only making 1 million at 28, so I have no interest in the crazy spending many young people fantasize about.
So, making 1 million dollars should be done early, having money should be early, and spending recklessly should be early!!!!!!!!