After coming back from drinking, I saw my friends' messages.

This feeling, this sense of being recognized, I have to say something embarrassing: my eyes are moist.
The most heard words in childhood were how well-behaved, obedient, and sensible other children were,
and how you are so unruly, mischievous, and cause trouble.
Honestly, when I was young, I was very immature, skipping classes, fighting, making my mother faint with anger,
if I had been a bit more sensible, I wouldn't be so lonely now.
I don't expect perfection from others or in things, but I seek a clear conscience,
doing my best and feeling no guilt inside, so I really dislike getting involved in scheming and backstabbing,
I've seen too much of that and become immune.
In many situations, I don't react as quickly as others, but when I calm down or let things go for a while,
I eventually see through and understand clearly.
This world isn't for everyone to get big results; I still believe that:
everyone should live their own life well, strive to become the person they want to be,
and try to stay out of the twists and turns of worldly affairs.
From Liu Bang to Zhu Yuanzhang, even to the small figure of Song Jiang,
none of them are traditional "good people," so as a person, do what you believe is right,
move in the direction you think is correct,
whether it's right or wrong, don't let it bother you.
The most important thing in life is to pass your own inner test.
What are all those professors, experts, visiting, and special consultants doing?
Academic fraud, abandoning the old for the new, misleading students, and some even living double lives—
does it have any meaning?
Don't live in a world defined by others, and don't live in others' words.
Living well for yourself is the greatest meaning of life.
Just like I’ve always struggled to escape the need for approval,
it's both sad and ridiculous!
I'm drunk, brewing a pot of tea,
tonight I’ll brew the best because I’m happy.