I found that unrealized losses really seep into my dreams more than unrealized gains do. It’s clearly just a red balance on the books, yet my mind automatically fills in with, “Did I do something wrong?” Unrealized gains, on the other hand, feel weightless—like a borrowed good mood that could be taken away at any moment—so I don’t dare to sleep too deeply.

Last night, the group was once again circulating talk about stablecoin regulation and reserve audits, along with rumors about “possible de-pegging.” The more information they pile on, the more guilty I feel, and I even want to tap to refresh with my finger. To be blunt, it’s not really fear of losing that little bit of money—it’s fear that I won’t have time to react. After staring at the charts for a while, my eyes start to ache, and my stomach feels a bit tight too. Later, I simply turned off my reminders… For now, that’s it. It’s not too late to check again when I wake up tomorrow.