I find that what I fear most is not losing money, but the brief moment when my account shows a little green or red: when there's a floating profit, I can still say "Hmm, not bad," but floating losses feel like my phone vibrating under my pillow—it's not ringing, but I just can't sleep soundly. Honestly, even a small loss feels like a reminder saying "Are you playing with fire again"... On the other hand, gains are just so-so, and my mind still picks at it: could I give it all back? Recently, the community has been arguing about privacy coins / coin mixing and the boundaries of compliance—it's just a discussion, but I listen and get nervous about my positions, my emotions pulling more than the candlestick charts.