My third reminder to myself: stop fantasizing that going all-in in one shot can make me sleep even better… the kind of thrill you get from going all-in depends basically on your heartbeat for “power,” especially now when the funding rate is extremely extreme. In the group, people are arguing whether it’s going to reverse or whether it’s just going to keep squeezing the bubble—watching it makes my palms sweat. To put it plainly, for someone like me who’s already been liquidated before, what I fear most isn’t actually losing money; it’s those “liquidation in the middle of the night” text messages. If I do Grid/DCA, I’ll go slower—it’s fine if I can’t catch a huge swing; at least the position is small, the margin is sufficient, and I can reduce the “watching the market anxiety.” Anyway, I’d rather make a little less in exchange for a version where I can sleep through the night.