Let me tell you the law of eating shit, you don't believe it, every relationship has to eat shit, no relationship can escape, he spends money on you, gives you connections, provides resources, you might have to endure him, oh, maybe in the future, like chatting up others outside, you just have to eat this pile of shit, he gives you a lot of security, loves you back and forth, stays with you every day, and you just have to accept it.