Xixikawayi

I hate crypto. I hate AI. I hate the internet. I hate all of this—everything. I hate the whole “Earth online.” I hate it all. Why did you make me be born... So whenever relatives ask me, “When are you getting married and having kids?” I never answer. And when my future child asks these questions, I don’t know how to respond either. So what is the meaning of life? 🫠

If you love me forever 🩵

The clouds today look so pretty!
Ah, the clouds ☁️
Dada dada dada dada dada
It looks like playing Genshin Impact—Cloud Genshin
Oh oh oh oooh
Watch the exciting—Cloud Genshin

What if “Spirited Away” were adapted into live action?

When I realize someone is still going through such youth 😭,
I feel like an old sewer rat, spying on other people’s happy lives...

Since last year, I’ve done something really meaningful...
I upgraded the smart setup in the place where my elders live with a full home automation system (including a Mi smart TV, a direct-drinking water line pipe machine, a FOTILE dishwasher—things like that...), and I taught her how to use these devices, and how to use Xiaoai and her own Xiaomi phone to operate furniture and even automate it...
It addressed the problem that she was reluctant to turn on the air conditioner and didn’t want to use things like the washing machine, because she was afraid of running up the electricity and water bi

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Actually… I used to be a “normal person” too.
In the words of teachers and parents, I was the obedient “good child” of someone else.
I don’t even know why I ended up like this…
I’m so anxious—every time I see someone prettier than me.
Seeing someone richer, with more followers, more influence, more status.
What I used to have—this and that—now I don’t anymore…
I know these thoughts shouldn’t be there. Don’t compare.
Don’t keep thinking—tell yourself these are meaningless.
But somehow, late at night, alone,
quietly, I can’t stop myself—I end up thinking about so many things.

I swear, I ran into donk at Shanghai Disneyland 🫪🩵

More bosses like Tim.
More companies like Film and Television Hurricane.
More Elon Musk and Fat Donglai.
Jobs should be easy to find, right...
With a better benefits system, right...
Why drive out good money with inferior money 😭
Hope I can live to see that day 🫠