From losing 400,000 dollars to a new high in Holdings, a trader's self-narrative
The market is always full of variables. It often rewards misconduct, but ultimately it will revert to the mean. Those who never consider this will eventually reap the bitter fruit and become humble.
Recently, someone asked me how I went from having nothing to gradually achieving stable profits, surpassing my previous trading results, and setting new highs for my portfolio.
In simple terms: deep surrender, foolish mistakes, and luck.
My "nothingness" is different from others, but it also has similarities. It is not a literal meaning of being destitute, but a spiritual collapse, a complete surrender of the self.
All the methods I tried have failed, and I had to slowly crawl out of despair. Then, I made a comeback. You might doubt whether I am making up a story. In fact, I am not, but you don't have to believe me either.
I have never systematically recorded these experiences, just bits and pieces over the years.