《Crying Out My Misery》

Oh my goodness, last week I did something incredibly foolish. I placed a bunch of short orders, just left them there, like a fool, and they never evened out. I thought I could make a big profit, but what's the result? Now I feel like I'm as poor as can be, just like 'Yang Bailao', so broke that my pants are almost falling off.
I originally thought I could be like Zhuge Liang, making strategic plans and winning battles in a thousand miles. Who would have thought that I was just blindly commanding, making myself so miserable. Now I'm like a drowned rat, not the kind that can flap a few times, but the kind that can only stare blankly. My money, just like flowing water, has disappeared without a trace, not even leaving a sound. What should I do? I feel like I'm standing on the edge of a cliff, just a little breeze away from blowing me down. Sob sob sob...