Sold it all and went into my vacation in a bad mood.

Then I took a step back and realized something important:
I’ve reached every single goal I had one year ago and even overshot all of them. But it didn’t feel like it… I couldve done more. Always. But lacked motivation and became „lazy“.

Being content with yourself is just as important as being driven to survive in this market.

If you don’t use calm, choppy periods to replenish your dopamine, your nervous system, and your overall well-being, you won’t be able to perform at your highest level when the time is right.

I’m actively forcing myself to take breaks - even though they never feel deserved.

Being kind to yourself isn’t “being soft.”
It’s a prerequisite for long-term success and fulfillment.

In 2026, I’ll start over from scratch.
I’ve off-ramped almost everything.
And I’ll be back in the trenches, running it all up 100x a second time.

I’ve never been more motivated for it.