《Old Holder's Final Battle: 5000u Survival Path》day7

Today's Record: -7 Cuts

Today I tried picking up some new trash, but found it's not easy to deal with either. The essence is still picking trash, which requires buying many targets to ambush. Looking at what others bought, even pools under 100 addresses are small. I'm too scared to buy even looking at them.

Tomorrow I'll continue playing licking strategy. As long as I slowly control my hands, gradually develop discipline, don't greedily play new launches, don't chase pumps. The safety buffer is high. Once I stabilize my operations a bit more, I can increase my investment to better cover the losses.

Today I also started synchronously recording Luffy's stone-picking method and practicing it. I think this is a good way for self-reflection and improving my mindset.

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Fishing in the River, Picking Stones 3.14 day1

1. What was the most disturbing thing today?
My wife had no progress with her job search

2. What was my first reaction?
Not working hard enough, not summarizing and optimizing, useless

3. What do I actually want (desire)?
Want her to find a job, share the economic pressure for me and the family, want to have money to spend

4. What am I actually afraid of (fear)?
Afraid expenses won't be enough, afraid of debt

5. What excuse did I give myself?
Said you won't listen anyway, afraid of me rushing you, take it one step at a time

6. What is the main stone I picked out today?
Don't want to put in full effort myself, don't want to step out of comfort zone, want others to help me

7. If I encounter the same thing tomorrow, how am I prepared to choose?
Pick up greed, put down fear and receive blessings: continue staying silent, trust her. Put myself to work and focus.