Sigh, I'm tired, truly exhausted...

These ten years of fluctuations are like a digital game...
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That's just how it is
Ten years like a dream
Looking back, I am no longer the young boy I once was
I no longer have the energy, nor the spirit to earn 30 times more and reach the peak again
Sometimes I feel this is really just a dream
Starting from the 1000 USD joy tokens given by FTX
The minimum loss was 245 USD, earning nearly 9000 times to 2.2 million USD
Unfortunately, a 97% loss only resulted in cashing out 500 units
But perhaps, I am still one of the people who earned the highest multiples from the demo funds given in the crypto circle
Sigh, a real yet illusory dream
Now, both technically and mentally, I have serious issues
I need to keep the last 100 units as a spark of hope
Goodbye, crypto
Maybe one day, once I’ve adjusted myself
I will come back again!
Just like that phrase that has always given me strength during the darkest moments of life
Sharing it with you:
If I can prove my value to the world, to my ex-girlfriend from the past, to my parents, and to everyone else, even to some people I don’t know and can’t remember, through successful trading, then even if I don’t make money, I will keep trading.
If I am ambitious, maybe that’s right; I’m not bragging, but I want them to see my ability to overcome difficulties.
I just want the whole world to know: I’ve found a way.
———— Larry Williams