Recently, I truly felt the truth of "more noise from floating losses than floating gains"… When making a profit, I only feel secretly pleased for two seconds at most; when losing, my mind feels like it has a reminder alert, pulling me up in the middle of the night to review. Honestly, the worst part isn't the moment when the money decreases, but the uncertainty of whether it will decrease even more—that feeling of being on edge, watching it more and more, wanting to fix it, but ending up more anxious. Last night, I stared at the chain for a while, my eyes aching terribly, my stomach a bit tight, even though I didn't do any physical activity. By the way, I saw someone complaining again about miner/validator income, MEV, and unfair ordering. I can understand that kind of frustration of feeling like you're being robbed of a little bit, but I now prefer to split my positions into smaller parts, preset the worst-case scenario, and not let myself treat the market as a judge… Anyway, the more anxious I get, the more it fights back.