Thank you all for your concern; I’m feeling much better now.

Normal updates are like organizing my own thoughts, and they don’t affect me.

However, I became selfish. I tried to cultivate a few people who followed me on Twitter into competent traders, so I spent a lot of time writing and organizing, sacrificing much of my daily time, and putting in hundreds of times more effort than simply posting updates. I stayed up late analyzing and explaining things one-on-one on Twitter for almost a month, but got no results at all. It made me feel very frustrated, as the people I guided showed no growth.

My valuable experience and efforts were worthless in their eyes and almost completely ignored.
It made me feel like I could figure out this market, but was powerless when it came to teaching, and saw myself as a failure. The huge amount of time I spent left me feeling somewhat overwhelmed for a while.