Isn't this a pig? I just remembered it's been almost a week since my birthday. I don't even know what I've been busy with every day. The days in these past few years have been like this: waking up at noon, dozing off in the afternoon, half the evening finishing dinner, when blood sugar spikes, half my body doesn't feel like mine anymore. Starting work at eight or nine at night, sleeping at four or five in the morning, stuck in this circle morning and evening.